To have overcome my insecurities from my teenage years, and to be where I am right now professionally but also personally.

extroverted, honest, curious

I definitely want fulfillment in my daily work for the rest of my working life, and at the same time I don't want to stagnate in my personal development, because it's a very big part of life after all.

This may be a bit of a cliché, but I think the book "The Phoenix Project" is great. It shows very common problems in companies, and motivates to question what exists.